It’s hard when you care so much for others but it’s never returned to you. Feeling so drained of everything. Always trying to keep everyone happy. I’d like to focus on myself some more but I don’t even have time for that.
Ya know, sometimes you just need to bawl your eyes out while you take a shower. You just need a hug from a close person in your life. Not just some side, crap hug, you need someone to hold you. You just need them to hold you together while they’re hugging you for a few seconds, minutes, however…
This brings back memories.
You shouldn’t try to stop everything from happening. Sometimes you’re supposed to feel awkward. Sometimes you’re supposed to be vulnerable in front of people. Sometimes it’s necessary because it’s all part of you getting to the next part of yourself.Cecelia Ahern, The Book of Tomorrow (via fuckingcamilla)